do you know I've been chasing for you these whole year?
do you know that actually you're the only one who ever made me thrills?
do you know that I love your smile so that I'd love to stay there forever just to see your smile?
do you know that I love you warm eyes the most?
do you know that I've been telling everyone the same old topics till they get bored?
and do you know that it always been you?
don't you realize it?
don't you?

now that I'm regretting every single day that I missed because you don't even recognize me.
that you don't even know me, just because I'm way too shy.
that I'm trying hard to forget you, even if it would be so damn hard.
that I pray to God every night just to see you again?
even I know you won't be there anyway... we're just way too far..

and it all happens because of my own stupidity.
I'm sorry for lying to myself. and for lying to you.
this is bad, really bad.
I was just trying to be honest anyway...