1. I hate yo be myself once I know I'm not that good to live this kind of life.
too many pressure. too many thoughts. too many people to face. too many things to handle. too many... and it's much more than I've ever.. ever wanted to live in.

2. but the fact is: I have one now, and no matter what, I have to handle it, because I owned it. see, it's that simple, anyway, I'm the only one who made it a little bit too complicated.

3. the best thing is: I've found some new friends (but I won't forget those good-old friends, ULATERS), and (I think) they're more than just good to help me keeping up with this simple life, we'll see then.

4. I LOOOVE my new class... XI IPS 2. such a brilliant class...

5. I LOOOVE my friends, and I don't want to lose any of them (no matter old or new friend, I love them badly)

6. I'm trying hard not to drop myself out of my ****, and I hope I can stand it, just to stay "here" for one or two more years.

7. and it's not a lie if I want a love to beloved (hush, hush, hush) :), hahah I loove this sentence

8. and last but not least... I'm sixteen now... (wuuuhuuu!) all the best for me, my family, and my friends. lotta love for them!

KEEP LAUGHING! KEEP LIVING! KEEP BREATHING!
*again.. sorry for the grammar. you can laugh if you want to laugh, that'll be an O.K. for me, because I'm laughing at myself right now, silly me! :D :D thanks a bunch!