I don't know what type of human are you. what is (IDK if it supposed to be is or are) intention(s). what (exactly) are you working on. or...

WHAT DO YOU WANT?

hey girl: popularity, or existence won't give you any guarantee about a 'beautiful and perfect' life in high school. you need friends. true friends, and not those who would be glad to stab you on your back once they have a chance to do it.

I've experienced things like this, and those exp. gave me a lesson to learn: existence, popularity, they won't give you a shit.

if they won't give you any, why should you give a shit? (well, sorry for being so rude)

hey sister (i don't know why did I called you sister haha): sometimes, well I can say: everyday... every time, you'll find your self in a bad condition and you need a true friend to stand on your side and stand for you, they won't just stand for you by a chance, but to stand for you all the time. do you find it on your fake friend? well I guess you won't because you're not chasing for a friend, you'e chasing for their popularity.

well let's say, if you want to survive, mention these things in your mind: you're looking for a friend, and the existence and/or popularity they got (we don't know if it would spread onto you or not) if it doesn't spread, just let it be so, if it does, take it as bonus. so your life won't be so hard and you'll keep your self out of the burden you might get for chasing the existence and popularity instead of real friend.

can't you see that? for me, personally, the popular people, those who have their own existence born with a gift, a gift to be so...

if you don't have any, don't push it. keep your life straight, and you'll be fine. you're wasting your time... you know? because life isn't always about being popular, being a star, being the center of everything, being a spotlight, it doesn't matter if you're not part of it... you won't die if you're not, right?

whether you have any reason to keep chasing on those things... it's okay. it's just... I DON'T want to hear it... you know why? because I JUST DON'T CARE.

my life is fine... and perfect even if I'm a popular girl or not, because I realized: every people are my friends, no matter how they are, lets just gather ourselves, be one, get one! that's the thing that made my life so wonderful lately. :) :)

*for you guys who think that the person I'm talking about was you, I'll make it easier for you by giving you these... lets say, CLUE

1. I knew this person since... a year ago. on the first year of my high school year. so for you who doesn't feel do be fix with this condition, you can un-check your name :)

2. I hate this person lately, and I've never ever been like this person, even if I try to, I've always find a chance to hate this person, all over again. you know what, because this person is annoying. haha :)

3. actually, I don't want to hate this person. people told me to be patient, but I can't. she's way too arrogant, way too moody, she's full of pride... she's way too proud... IDK haha :D

4. so stop guessing, don't ask anyone, just believe to yourself if this person is you or not. if you are the person (or at least you think you are) just try to change yourself, I heard this from a person I know "everybody's changing" thanks for the quotes, bud :)... so I believe this person can change too so he/she can find a real friend... :)

5. dont hate me... please. I was just trying to make things right... trying to make you a better person :) no bad feelings, no offense. :)

(and yeah, IDK if this person have a blogspot account -or a blog at least- or not. so... FYI I was just trying to help, if you don't care... well it's your decision though)

CHEERS :D

and yeah... sorry for the grammar haha :)

LOVE YA'LL GUYS

lots and lots and lots of love :)