FIRST

but I did anyway... I did give you a shit... oh, I don't know why I did so...

so... listen up. life is a game... a game has a role to play, and also rules to obey.

and once you made a mistake, IDK, you'll have your game done. it's over. a game over.

this is the point: don't you know every time you made mistake, then all these people around you say "it's okay" right after you said "sorry", well in this part, in this case, based on how we play the game in this school it wasn't truly right. they will be glad to talk about you all the time, and come up with some, IDK... gossips about you, perhaps.

and basically, they hate you. yeah at least they don't really like you.

and no matter if you're popular or not, no matter what, it happens.

for real... it happens.

so lets just quit your perfect world, and realize you're not that perfect. you have some mistakes here and there, and those mistake make people found a chance to blame you, to talk about you, to hate you, to stay away from you, to drop you down or so.

because you know, sometimes people say good stuff about you just to make you feel good. and you know the fact that you can't just trust everyone. especially in this kind of case.

and yeah I was just trying to tell you, you're not that perfect, and so do I... and all the thing we can do is realize. and change.

everybody's changing, huh? so you can change too...

so... just go and change... or I'll... they'll have another reason to hate you..

and what would it be?

you don't want to change, you always change, but always in a bad way, to reach another phase of popularity or something... yeah IDK, I can't judge you anyway, I was just trying to be nice and help you as I could...

p.s. some people do hate you, and I'm not lying. I'm serious.

SECOND

yeah, IDK, your my new friend, but I feel like, you don't even like me. some other maybe can accept me, but I just think you can't... sometimes you show me like you do care, but some other time you show me like you hate me so much and you don't want to see me again.

so please just tell me, to make this thing straight and clear.

if I made a mistake, let me get it right so that you can accept me.

If I didn't, please just tell me. because, to be honest, I did blame my self all this time. yeah I did.

so please just tell me, immediately :)